What a year of change we have seen!
I haven’t blogged much at all this past year because of the changes I’ve been going through in my life. Something that was beyond my control changed my life fundamentally last year, and this year I was finally able to deal with it. What I’ve learned is that if you want to deal with change, make changes or accept change, you absolutely have to look inside for answers on how to do that instead of looking outside yourself. A lot of folks talk about looking inside but what does that really mean? For me, it means looking at all of my wounds, from the day I was born right up until a few minutes ago. It means going past the pain to the wound that caused the pain, acknowledging the wound, embracing it and releasing it. It’s the hardest work I’ve ever done, and the most rewarding.
I never would have done this work without some people I love very much mirroring to me the work that I needed to do. I’m so grateful for that, as painful as it has been, because it forced me to look inside. I wouldn’t have known how to do the work without the guidance and inspiration of George Kavassilas, whom I’ve written about before. This has been a year of listening, learning and doing on a scale that is unprecedented in my life. I still sometimes stumble and fall, but I have the tools now to pick myself up and keep going, without needing anyone to rescue me. I am so very grateful to George for his work and his guidance, as well as his calm, loving manner. He has created an incredible community of people, some of whom have become dear friends to me. If you haven’t checked out his website I highly encourage you to do so at www.ourjourneyhome.earth.
This has been a really confusing year to be on the planet. We are all experiencing the effects of the increasing pressure being placed on humanity. Literally no one on the planet can escape what the forces of limitation (i.e. darksiders, evil ones, etc.) are trying to do to us. The good news is that we are more powerful than they are, and more people than ever are waking up to that due to the increased aggression we are experiencing. The more aware you are, the better you will be able to deal with what is happening. For me, this has been the hardest year of my life and also the best year of my life, because I have started to find my way through the maze of the Matrix and back into the life I was meant to live on this Earth as a powerful creator being.
This may not make much sense to you, but trust that there is something more than our 3D existence and you don’t have to wait to experience it. What you have to do, though, is really look at yourself and your life. Honestly look at your thoughts, your actions, your words, your relationships, and your choices, and find a way to discard what is not serving you. That is a lot of work! It’s really an ongoing process, too, because you’re not going to get through it in a day or a month or a year. It’s a lifelong commitment to yourself to live authentically and as a fully aware creator being.
Each of us, every one of us, helped create this reality. That may be hard to take, but the good news is that we can also uncreate it and create something better. I’m not talking about someday, I’m talking about right now. I work on this every single day, and there are a LOT of other folks doing this all around the world every day. There is a lot going on in the background behind the craziness that you see in 3D. I’m not saying this to give false hope, but just to let you know that YOU MATTER. Everything you think, everything you say and everything you do matters, and these are the only things you can really control. Start to be aware of what you are putting out there into the universe. That one thing alone will get the ball rolling for you, and your life will start to change.
Remember, you are beautiful, you are powerful, and you matter in this world!