My last post was really long (sorry) and I didn’t get a chance to put all my thoughts in, so here’s another postmortem.
• I am relying a lot on my Grounding and my 3rd Chakra Rescue bracelets. I either wear them on my wrist or lay them directly on my 3rd chakra. I ask the stones to help protect the chakra. It’s helped. [Edit] After I wrote this I talked to Carol to get some help in figuring out how to stop them from getting into my 3rd chakra so deeply every morning. She told me to put her Crystal Harmonizer right on my 3rd chakra as much as possible. I took it to bed with me and as soon as I woke up the next morning, I felt the attack. I had fallen asleep holding the Crystal Harmonizer in my hand, and I could feel energy hitting it. I immediately put it on my 3rd chakra, and I could almost see the attack energy hitting the top and scattering. The attack couldn’t reach my 3rd chakra! I had to spend maybe 15 minutes this morning (July 8) getting rid of my attackers, so it was a much improved experience. Thank you Carol!
• I’m relying a lot on dowsing to get answers. I didn’t used to dowse a lot because I didn’t feel I was clear enough to get accurate answers. It’s been getting easier over the years, especially when I hold a Lemurian SP in my left hand while dowsing with the right. This was Don Croft’s idea, and he calls it Turbo-Dowsing. I also have been using one of the Merkaba pendulums that Carol sells on her site (the rose quartz one) and it is definitely more accurate. I highly recommend getting one if you are into dowsing. I also sometimes hold my Herkimer diamond to dowse, as it is a stone for clearing your energy. The clearer and more neutral you are, the more accurate your dowsing will be.
• I’m looking at my fear pictures every day now. I should have been doing this all along but I was getting a bit lazy. Now I’m realizing the importance of getting rid of old fear. I had stuffed a lot in my 3rd chakra, because it’s my family’s way and that’s what I learned. Stevo has advised me from time to time to work on these issues but he knew that someday I would be forced to deal with it. If you don’t listen to the whispers, you get the shout, and I got a big shout last week.
• After writing all this down and publishing it, I feel even better. Even if no one were to read this account, I feel better having put it out there in the ether.
• I believe now that they have been trying to kill me this week by killing my adrenals. For whatever reason, what I do and what I plan to do in the future threatens them enough that they want me gone. They have been trying to kill Stevo for months and we’ve dealt with those attacks. He gained a lot of protection with the passing of his birthday and the energy of the new birth year. I, however, came up to the batter’s box and was next up in line for some schooling.
• I think at this time on the planet we are being asked to choose. Are you in the Love boat or the Fear boat? I think I’ve said this before but it has been driven home in my life in a very dramatic way. Are you going to step up into the Light or not? This is no time to dither and be too busy to do the etheric work. Believe me, I know what it’s like to procrastinate. Procrastination is one of the hallmarks of my Birth Card. Do the work. All the tools and techniques in the world aren’t going to work if you still have fear.