After getting through the daily attacks, which are much milder now, I asked Carol for some advice on getting them to back off more. She told me that when I boost my attackers, to make it a really strong boost, much more than I normally do. She said to imagine the energy going out as an ocean wave instead of a stream of energy. It takes more focus and energy but it doesn’t take as long to neutralize your attackers. I tried it later that day as they were still attacking my 3rd chakra every few hours. I’m quite used to boosting these attackers in a group, where the group dynamic provides the big energy needed to affect the high-level darksiders. Doing it on my own, I needed to step up to the next level.
I immediately began to visualize the giant waves filmed in the movie “Chasing Mavericks”. Stevo and I have really enjoyed this movie on many levels, one being that we used to live near the area where it takes place and where it was filmed, so a lot of the scenery is familiar to us. We also both like big water and we like to watch surfing. The movie also has a really good spiritual message and is well-acted. If you haven’t seen it, I recommend it highly.
Anyway, there’s a scene in the movie where they show a giant wave from the back, as if the wave has passed and you are watching it break from out in the ocean. The size and energy of the waves at Mavericks, California is due to the underwater geography, and the waves are massive. That scene is the inspiration I needed to feel the huge wave of energy I had to throw at my attackers. I also use a really big Golden Lemurian wand held up to my 4-1/2 chakra, which is the unconditional love chakra located halfway between the heart chakra and the throat chakra.
When I boost with the GL and this wave imagery, I see a huge golden wave of energy washing over my attackers. If you’ve ever been caught in a breaking wave, even a small one, you will know what it feels like to be uncontrollably tumbled around by the force of the water. That is what I visualize happening to my attackers. They are inundated with this golden energy wave, they are tumbling around, losing control and they are suffused with Love energy. Most of the time, I see them give up, floating and twitching in the Love energy. Even when I’m fending off a whole chain of attackers, their bosses, their bosses’ bosses, etc., it only takes about 5 minutes to get rid of them all.
This is a far cry from the usual hour it takes in the group to deal with all the attackers, and I never thought I’d be doing it on my own. But now it seems easy. I don’t get as twisted up by the attacks. I sense it coming, I verify I’m getting attacked, and then I deal with them. I’m no longer getting very many specific fear pictures lit up for me. I get more a vague sense of doom and uneasiness. That is not my normal state of mind, so when I feel that I know I’m being attacked. So, I start my routine:
1. Grounding, looking for fear pictures, put them in a rose, blow them up; fill up with golden sun energy
2. Say my personal mantra of strength and courage
3. Ask for God’s love to fill my heart
4. Mavericks boost my attackers
After I do this, I no longer feel uneasy or vaguely afraid. Then I’m able to do the rest of my spiritual/energy practices, such as sungazing, working on my chakras, taking care of my body with food/supps/exercise, etc. I’m more able to focus outside of myself to help other people because it’s not all about me anymore.
I think that’s really what they don’t want us to do…they don’t want us to get to the point where we are able to grow spiritually and help other people grow spiritually. Because once enough people are awakened, there will be no stopping humanity. We will evolve our consciousness and we will overcome Darkness.
I’m sure I will undergo more tests and scary things happening in my life, but for the first time ever, I feel much better equipped to deal with anything that is thrown my way. Time will tell how well I have learned my lessons the past few weeks. I give thanks every day for my life and I feel blessed to be here now.